Inner me.

It's raining right now, over at my area. What a perfect weather.. 

I've been feeling rather down lately.. faking a disguise.. like its fine.

It ain't the first time, I cried in my sleep.. it started since I lost my mum.. it did again and this time it lasted a little longer. Even when I woke, I teared. There isn't anything one can do, nothing can bring her back anymore. I miss her, I definitely do.

现在的我，越来越忧郁。

爸爸更忙了，很难见到他。

就算件了，也不知道该和他说些什么。

Recently, I've been having nightmares.. or whatever you call it.. related to my kins who have just passed away in the recent years. 我想，是我还放不下。

Image from Rachell Tan
Featuring dress and bag from FASHIONBLOGGERRR

Dress:  Mika Off-shoulder Shirt Dress

They have really nice stuff but a pity I think they are kinda pricey. :l

Anyway, I finally layed my paws on this Loreal Paris Lucent Magique Cushion Glow Blush.

What's so unique is that, you can't find this shade in Singapore. 'P3 Rose Affair'.

I chance upon it on youtube, on Kelly Yang. It's really gorgeous, in this natural light shade of pink.. but you gotta have fair skin I guess. I like how the cushion blush turns out, I'm a fan! Should have gotten more.. :( 

I also got this Miniso Headphones via ezbuy (previously known as 65daigou) prime service.. its priced at 49RMB, so after converting its around S$10.54.. but when I checked the Miniso local store here in Singapore.. they are retailed at S$24.90.. That's huge savings I've saved up right there.

It's definitely the real deal here. Exactly the same as the one I see in store. Love it, its very comfortable.. Many headphones out there are kinda tight fitted so it may cause pain after some time.