Mummy ♥

Just recently, my mummy passed away.

It's too fast too quick for me to handle. 

I was with her at her last moment, 

watching her struggle her every last moment.. in pain..

she never lead a good life.. it hurts me so much, like a knife stabbing my heart.. when I had to watch her go this way.. She didn't even get peace at her last moment, not to mention wake. 

We held it in because we knew the last thing she wanted was us to make a scene. 

She has always kept it in, even when she was bullied. 

I'm so sorry mama.. I couldn't do much.

I'm so sorry, I'm in regrets.

I failed to cherish our short time together. 

I'm such a let down. 

I wasn't able to protect you when you were bullied. 

I am thankful for all you've done for me..

Even when you were in pain, when you were so sick..

Mama, why did you keep it from me..

I wish I could take some pain away from you.

You were such a fearless warrior.. 

No one could have did it the way you did.

I used to hate you,

But not anymore.. 

Mummy, You live in my heart & I love you much.

It'd be a life if I said I don't miss you.

I do, I just keep it in and hold my tears. 

Pretend to be strong.. I try.

I really miss you mummy,

your smiles.. your naggings.. your love.

You'd go the extra mile for me, when I say I miss what you used to cook.

Mummy, I want to eat them for life.

I don't want you to go, 

If I had a choice.. but I hate to see you in pain.. in such agony..

我真的很想见到你，可我知我不行。 

我好想好好的抱抱你，在你的额头上轻轻的吻。

There's still so much I didn't get to fulfill before time got the better of us. 

没有你的日子很空虚，好静。

If only I could just stick to you.. I wish I could just be by your side.

Mummy, 走好。不要担心我。