Just some thoughts going through in my mind..

What would happen.. when you put someone.. into a whole new environment or place or country..

deprive one of friends, freedom and everything else.

No 3g phones to use. 

Only 2g ones in case of emergency.

Restriction to the usage of internet.

Lights out at 10pm.

Control to her pocket money. 

Does all household chores.

And it's supposed to be for her own good. 

Not that I don't agree.. but is the above really good for one with heart condition.

I really wonder..

No one to talk to.. 

That's hell, compared to prisoners or whoever..

or even curfew.. 

Been crying.. the whole night ytd.. to sleep..

After I woke, cried again..

It's the first time my eyes were that puffy.. 

I feel as if I couldn't open my eyes.

I was given a chance to decide what I want.

To go or not to go..

But, do I really have that choice?

I doubt so.

说真的，

如果我去了，我不知道自己能不能活着回来。

把一个有忧郁症的人丢到这种环境，

连沟通都成问题。

All I know is,

I would be crying day and night.

I don't know,

What would happen to me..

I asked myself,

why did this happen to me..

I keep to myself,

All my thoughts and feelings.

And just like I knew how it was,

my family never understood me.

Never did..

I'm glad, 

At least, my daddy protected me..

He was always this silent, 

But his actions, proved he loved me. 

我又哭了。

我该怎么办？

I know, I have to go.

I don't have a choice, literally.

I envy, others..

I really do. 

My head hurts,

perhaps I cried too much.

I have a thing for my mobile phone cases. 

I don't use 1 for long, especially when you have so many pretty cases out there.

It all started when I saw this pretty Hello Kitty iphone 5 case (earlier post) on Sanrio..

But they only only retail to US and Canada. 

So I went shopping for Sanrio iphone 5 cases online and I found these pretty loots.. 

well not really loots since I haven't got them.

IKR! PRETTY!! ♥♥

get ^ here : US$29 including postage

Found a thai seller retailing this at 300 baht ♥

super cheap can! ~S$12!

These cases usually retail at ~$23 in Singapore!

waiting to receive my item ^^

shall update when I get my cases. 

Please Call My Name by 2pm. 

♥ Making flim video link : http://bit.ly/11n8i6V

I ♥ this song a lot.

Somehow this song is so beautiful.. despite me not understanding korean.

It lifted my mood during this hazard haze period.

current psi at 1pm on 20th June 2013: 371.

Bounded to my room,

didnt get myself Ulgy Duckling Hello Kitty.. which got me very upset and down.

Cause Mcdonalds halted all deliveries. 

I understand and is supportive of their decision to protect the drivers' safety.

Which coming from a certain point of view, or rather my point of view did better job then some "others".

They should have long issued a stop order, shouldn't they!?

But Ulgy Duckling Hello Kitty all sold out.

upset. the haza didnt stop the kitty craze.

There was a long queue everywhere midnight at those Mcdonalds outlet.

Crazy seriously. Hello Kitty over health?!

If I could I would have gone maybe.. in the morning..

But my health forbids me.

I'm thankful & grateful to mel,

who went to eat queue and eat Mcdonalds,

to get me 1 Ulgy Duckling Hello Kitty.

♥ Thank you.

Hmm, Alex is offering me another one though. 

But I'm thinking of paying him.. don't feel good taking it from him. 

I'm collecting 2 sets,

originally thought I would sell it off.. 

but now I changed my mind and thought I would mail it to my sister in Aust instead.. 

It wouldn't be nice to sell away since Ulgy Duckling was gotten from others. 

Praying the Haze would die down soon. Be gone~

My recent updates ♥

^ ootd on 17.06.2013

^ went Gardens by the bay on 15 June 2013. 

my donning the floral headband from @adorels on instagram, 

and the pretty limited edition dream catcher from @pepperena. ♥

The haze is getting so bad these days you could hardly see anything a distance away.. 

I can hardly breathe.. and what makes it bad is when I have no air-con at home.

Hopefully its gonna rain rain rain away the haze.

sigh.. 我知道我该尊敬她，

可是很多时候。。 她做的事，让我无法克制我自己。

无可理喻。有时候，我问自己，她真的有在爱我吗？

她不是因该本能的会替我设想吗？

也许有一天，她会让我崩溃，发疯。

oh right! 
I so wanna get this iphone 5 casing I found on sanrio.com but apparently they dont ship worldwide.
They only ship to US or Canada. TwT. 

*image ^ belongs to sanrio.

If only someone could help me with this.. sigh. :(

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How cool is this ferrero rocher dress? 

That's me trying to kiss my imaginary twin, 

while I was on the way to NHC (National Heart Centre) 

for my echo.. heart scan today 12 June 2013.

  

dreadful day today cause its a pain pain day. 

hates the Echocardiography cause it hurts.

Antionette located at Ann Siang Hill.. somewhere in Chinatown.

Super pretty place, ♥_♥ .. pretty cakes.. you've got to check it out! 

Healthy Floral Tea.. Lavender Tea with Collagen Jelly & Wildberry Miruku w berry collagen. Super yummy and good for beauty and health! ♥

Did you notice that bear marshmellow (huge)?

It's from Antoniette.. ♥

Pardon me looking fugly here. 

No make up. Hates the dark circles. 

Got this from T.Akademi too. 

Has real edible sakura flower in it. 

YUMMY!!  

the first part at the "church" .. made of glass? 

The second time i see it on show and its my dream wedding venue.. so nice can!!!!!!!!!!

♥♥♥

okay.. ignore the snake part..

I'd rather die den touch or go near a snake.. seriously..

I have phobia for slimy stuff.. like those.. ARGHH!!!

just a quick update today ^^,

feeling kinda sweet somehow today.. so I took quite a few selcas of myself today!

Fell in love with Hello Kitty & My Melody recently.. no idea why o.o.. 

there u go!

 Caught this on some public service magazine mailed to my house..

Totally regret not going to this exhibit or something!

So cool can!

Some of the amazing creative designs featured.. 

including tshirts, magnets, notebads, redpackets and five stones..

inspired by our Singapore culture!

Gotta share this.. 

Chai's Fish Soup.. prolly located at a lot of places and foodcourt..

Tried this at Century Square cause they just opened.. 

Yummy ♥  and cheap ^^!

sorry if you dont see the fish slices, all hidden inside. hahaha!

Bought these notebooks from @thefabricdolls (instagram)..
Pretty customised notebooks ♥

♥

okay, so how cool is this?

Personalised DSLR camera bag (that looks so cool unlike those that comes with the camera)! 

You get to choose the fabric ♥

Of course, it doesnt come cheap. :)

How awesome! You can get them to add in a small pocket for your lens cover.

^ this ones priced at S$40 including postage to Singapore. 

ahahaha ♥ look what I found Hello Kitty lovers?

Idk since when.. Ive started liking hello kitty too.. 

I want to get this.. This has GOT to be in my room!!!!!!!

But, its like $48....... T^T!!

And lastly, Elska has this really cool Waterfall collar necklace. Soldout.. have to join the waiting list if you're interested.. prolly gonna have a backorder soon I suppose. 

Priced at S$18.90

Link here ♥