my love ♥

If there's someone important to me.. that 1 person..

it's him.. who has left me 2 years + already.

my late beloved dog.. marco.

It's been 2 years 5 months and 10 days ♥

look, he's such a dearie aint he.. 

 He gets really annoyed and shuns camera. 

It's so hard to get good pictures of him.

On that night he was put to slept by the vet, 

cause they said that was the only way to ease his suffering.. 

there was no way to cure him anymore..

I wrote that.. with tears I never had before.

He meant so much to me.

I needed one to replace him. 

There were so many promises I made.. to myself..

But why..

does my parents not realise the pain & agony im living in.

I try to hide.. to disguise.. 

But I realise at the end of the day.. I couldn't lie to myself.

Every single time.. I see a dog outside, it reminds me of him. 

The times I had with him.. he was like no other.. 

I should have treated him better.. 

But I was too overwhelmed with school and stuffs to deal with.. 

Now here I am, 

Filled with remorse and regret..

It's all too late... 

I miss him.. I really do..

I'll work hard.. and get another pet doggie by my own means.

Cause, he'll never come back to life.