omg.. hahahaha.. sorry but I couldnt resist blogging about this..

I'm sure many of you noticed the spikes and studs craze going on recently.. or for some time already..

I saw someone wearing this too.. on new year's day.. shocked.. hahaha..

repels all potential molesters and whatsoever.. to a certain extent ..

For those of you interested in the above.. you can get them at

http://www.thewildflowershop.com/

Gonna get this too.. 

Holly Side Tye Denim Shorts SGD 28/-

Look, its absolutely gorgeous can! Must have! ♥

Ohoh! And I came across this photo of all these lovely shoes // heels! 

PRETTTTYYYY! :o

my love ♥

If there's someone important to me.. that 1 person..

it's him.. who has left me 2 years + already.

my late beloved dog.. marco.

It's been 2 years 5 months and 10 days ♥

look, he's such a dearie aint he.. 

 He gets really annoyed and shuns camera. 

It's so hard to get good pictures of him.

On that night he was put to slept by the vet, 

cause they said that was the only way to ease his suffering.. 

there was no way to cure him anymore..

I wrote that.. with tears I never had before.

He meant so much to me.

I needed one to replace him. 

There were so many promises I made.. to myself..

But why..

does my parents not realise the pain & agony im living in.

I try to hide.. to disguise.. 

But I realise at the end of the day.. I couldn't lie to myself.

Every single time.. I see a dog outside, it reminds me of him. 

The times I had with him.. he was like no other.. 

I should have treated him better.. 

But I was too overwhelmed with school and stuffs to deal with.. 

Now here I am, 

Filled with remorse and regret..

It's all too late... 

I miss him.. I really do..

I'll work hard.. and get another pet doggie by my own means.

Cause, he'll never come back to life.

Hellos ♥

I wanna get this.. :(

from https://kieljamespatrick.com/index.php

They other designs too. :) and clothes.. but its not cheap.. 

I was craving for Mcdonalds the other day and I spotted new stuff !

mouth watering hahaha! 

spotted another lovely bag that would go well with almost everything casual.

I ♥ how simple and sweet this tote bag is.

Details on the bag:

Shopper Bag, Beach Bag, Large tote, fabric bag, Canvas Bag, Eco Friendly bag, Pink and Natural stripes**OOAK
Ecological Romantic purse tote bag made by a cotton canvas facric stripes in soft pink/purple and ecru/natural stripes. 
This bag is ideal for shopping, outdoor life or leisure
With this lovely bag you can respect for nature, without renouncing to be trendy !
The bag with long handles, to be brought in the shoulder, in front has a decorative pink bow with a pearl lilac. it is applied with a pin, so you can to remove it.
The bottom is double and the internal seams are double so you do not see fraying .



Its dimensions (empty) when closed are about width 11 "( 28 cm) height 13.5"( 34 cm), and length 4.70" (12cm),
Mashine washable and dryer.

Costs: approx SGD 60.

pretty?

Found sellers selling these ombre hair extentions (full set) in any colour @ approx SGD 200+ including shipping.

These are great because: 

#1: you dont damage your hair.

#2: you can have them any time and day you want.. 

dont have to worry about it lasting for only few months.

(more value for $$)

#3: made with 100% high quality // fine human hair. iron it straight or curl .. wash it.. (care for the hair extensions) 

which means u don't have to restrict to 1 style. :> 

Heyhey!

Guess what I spot ?! 

Super cuteeeeeee! 

They're selling leather doggy bag! OMG!

I so want one when I have a pet dog. >w<

Not cheap though. Costs around 180 SGD. D: 

Hnadcrafted & handstitched. You can even tell them you want to engrave your pet dog's initials on it ! ♥

#sickme

feels like going down to PlazaSing cus BoyThunder & Adam is there on a challenge to break record for some radio broadcast..

ohoh!
And I just discovered this..

cool?
I'm speechless. lol.

oh my oh my!

I was trying to look for replacements.. for the 2 bags I lost.. 

cus they were like my almost everyday bag.. and..

 I found 2 super gorgeous, pretty, lovely bags. 

not revealing where I found them! 

cause they are precious and I want them.

Handmade too! 

Imma get them! ♥

They are not cheap, since they are handmade.. and got to be airflown :p

Tote bag on top: made entirely from Cath Kidston original cotton ducking fabric. This is a durable fabric that can bear weight without stretching. They are fully lined and machine washable, with a front buttoned pocket, and two inner pockets large enough to hold a mobile phone and purse. 

Dimensions: approximately 36cm x 43cm body

so im saving up for them!

*update: 
200313: ordered the tote bag on the top already ♥ cant wait to receive it!

#gone missing

Lost 2 of my favourite bags.. couldnt find them anywhere in the house..

asked mum where it was.. cus she's the one responsible while I was asleep.. 

pretty much annoyed and screwed cus everytime she gives me the same reply..

the same situation..

"I don't know where it went." or "I've never seen that bag before."

But I swear it was her that touched.. I left my stuff at the very place and my dad doesnt even come into my room. In this case it was definitely her.. cus she got me a 2nd hand bed from her "friend" as she claimed, for me.. I was sleeping on floor and stacked quilts and pillows all these while.. She insisted I wake and sleep at her room while she deals with it.. thats what she says or promised..

But things took a turn when I woke up.. Didn't see the bags anywhere.. didnt realise until after 1 day.. when I need it and couldnt find it anywhere. I was way too tired for the past 2 days. physically and mentally. Of all bags it has to be the 2 I loved.. 1 of which is just a few days old.. couldn't get a replacement at the moment because it's out of stock. 

From Qoo10.

It's a super pretty 3-way bag.. other designs available. but apparently you have to be patient enough if you want to order from them. 

Felt so apologetic to my babe.. made her wait while i searched for my bag at home T^T! 

To no avail.. sobs.. accompanied her to 1 of her interviews today and took a photo while waiting. HAHA! :p 

caption for this photo: 

while waiting~♥. For that special somebody(s) in your life, you don't mind waiting.

♥ this tee alot. hehehe! #justsaying :p

sigh.. feeling so emo.. blasting loud music for my ears only. T^T..

so much to handle.. really need a job.. 

Gone insane.. 

upsetttt.. really hope I can get to work together with babe. Heard she's getting the job. not confirmed but they rang her. just waiting for permit. :( .. but I doubt they need 2.. 

Hi peeps ♥ ! 

Don't know whats wrong with myself recently..

Seem to be allergic to something.. food from my own house fridge. :3

Yes, just home and not outside ones.

Been happening few times already after mum cook..

Few mouths and its immediate effect.

My throat would feel the itch and numb.. that swollen feel. urgh!

I suppose I know why its just food from home though.

Sometimes I can't help it but envy others.

I suppose as humans we do, right..

It's so difficult, trying to be satisfied with what you have now,

knowing there are many others who are much more unfortunate compared to yourself.

Ikr. Don't compare. Everyone lives their own lives, with their own set of problems.

They might look like they are having the best in the world, they own next to everything but perhaps, there's much more lying beneath them.. that you don't know.. 

so, just live your own live.. and don't try to be like others.

just be who you are. :) 

Okay. back to where I was saying..

I envy my cousins. They might be younger than me, or not.. but from what I see, from my pair of eyes.. 

Their parents loves them.. a whole lot.

They've got the freedom.. to travel overseas.. nearby countries or far.. with their friends etc.. 

Just not me.

I'm just that typical.. Cinderella girl.. bounded by that 12 midnight spell.

All I want, is that little freedom.. 

But everytime I ask myself.. whats the point of celebrating my 21st, 

why tell me all those lies since young.. that when I reach 21 YO, I can have all the freedom I want.

They were all lies.

I see love.. in others.. but just not me..

I don't feel the love. 

Perhaps they do love me, in another way.. I know they do.. 

or at least thats why I tell myself and what my sister tells me.. 

But just not the way I see my cousins were doted by their parents.

I'm filled with jealousy.. every time it happens. 

I try to keep it in me, I tried to feign ignorance.. 

Pretend like I never was.. but I suppose my eyes give it away.. 

I envy people who just look so perfect.. so pretty with makeup or without.. 

people who are normal.. unlike me.. 

so thin and fragile.. 

If only I could have more energy.. and not get tired easily.. I would travel places.. 

Maybe you'd be surprised.. why am I blogging so much about my inner rants this blogpost.. 

It has just been blogshops and stuff.. nothing personal..

TBH, I was afraid.. others would read & know how I felt inside me.. it would feel naked.

But I decided, its okay now.. its just me.

And I needed a place to rant my inner voice.

Enough of rants now.. I suppose... 

A little update on me below.. 

I think I always look the same lol.. in my pictures.. 

so I played with my photo in an artsy way using an app.

Salted Caramel Ice-Cream with Cone Chips ♥

Hello ♥ !

http://www.kikikeli.com/index.php/

Intro-ing kikikeli to you peeps.

*note: this is not an advert.

 They have both male & female clothes & accessories for sale!

Galaxy Bikini - S$35/-

look so cool can!

Comme des FUCKDOWN cap - S$23.90

FU*K tee - S$21.90

They have so many pretty clothes I can't possibly blog all of them! 

So just click the link and take a look yourself ! :D ♥

A little update on myself here..

took up a 1 day part time job.. meanwhile I took some photos :p !

The cat's like so cute ttm! It doesn't actually sound like its meowing.. haha.. super cute ♥

Opps, before I miss out.. 

do visit http://lastbusride.livejournal.com/ too!

♥ their newest collection 65. 

Some pretty stuff they have in their latest collection. You can get more info on sizing etc via the link above.

LBR65-12 JAYLEY SLIT CUT POLKADOT BRALET - S$23

LBR65-14 GEEK CROP TOP IN WHITE - S$22

LBR65-15 MARIELYNN U LOW BACK MAXI IN BLACK - S$26

LBR65-19 WENDY CROSSED SLIT SKORTS IN BURGUNDY - S$25 (available in black)

LBR64-20 GALLE KNIT IN MAROON - S$25 (available in cream) ♥♥

psst~ I intend to get some of the clothes above! ♥

Hellos ♥ ..

Celebrated my mum's 60th birthday with daddy at Changi Village for dinner.

I ate alot & the food was yummy ! 

 铁板豆腐 ＆排骨王

Ginger & Onion Crab

Got this to share too! It's a must watch! 

(for those who love art & illustrations)