Not sure if anyone knows,

But I stock up alot of provisions in my room.

Especially instant noodles.. and I would definitely have Campbell soup.

Why?

The answer is simple.

I'm often alone at home, 

my parents work in irregular shifts..

Sometimes my mum would prepare food for me..

But it's been some time since I ate home food..

I swear no one would.. if they see the mess and living condition I'm in now.

seriously..

I've been yearning to be able to move out some day.. 

Mum reprimanded me.. for having so much instant noodles in my room..

But it didn't came across her mind,

why were they instant noodles stocked up in my room in the first place.

Have anyone fears eating home food?

I'm not sure if anyone understands how I feel,

But I used to love what my mum cook too..

Until she could seriously cook up food I feel disgusted with..

It's not any typical food you'd get outside at times..

Imagine some dishes all put together..

or sometimes something simple,

like noodles.. could be added with a whole lot of ingredients together( not promising they would go well tgt either)..

on first look you would lose your appetite already.

I'm not sure what happened..

I used to love what she cooked too..

Then in later years.. 

everything changed.

She could really keep "overnight" food for like at least 4 days.

Sigh.. just trying to get it off my chest. 

A tribute to dogs #marco

The above features a video clip from a dog's view telling us a (like any other)dog's,
 from being bought home > being abandoned > wandering on the streets > being adopted back home. 
This video is being flimed from the dog's point of view.. how the dog sees the whole process. #sotouching 

the story is about a dog and its host...u just spend few years to accompany your pet,but your pet spend its entire life to accompany u...pls read the subtitles and understand the meaning...你可能用你短短的几年时间来陪你的狗狗，但是你的狗狗却用了它一生的时间来陪你，因为狗比人短命，如果狗和人一样长命，那有多好

#cryingthewholetime

I miss you already.. all the time.. marco.. 

I wish, I really do..

wish you were here with me..

wish you'd never go so fast .. 

wish I had the same lifespan as you, 

wish I'd suffer when you did, enjoy when you did.. 

I wanna go thru your ups and down with you.

But it's all too late now.. 

You're gone. 

I love you & I miss you so much..

No one can replace you in my heart, I promise.

Your only last pictures I had.

You were never fond of the camera..

You would guard beside my bed while I slept.. 

You'd forbid anyone to go near me while I slept.. even my family members.

You were so dear to me.

You'd wait till I wake,

before you ate your meals or leave my side..

And when I sleep too long,

You'd stand on your 2 hind legs and check if I'm still asleep / if im alright..

You would long for me to be home,

You'd welcome me with your barks and happy tail wags..

You would follow me around the house,

You would wait for me to sleep,

Often dozing off taking naps.. 

And when it's too late, you'd scratch my room door.. out and in.. 

till I went to bed.

Slowly,

you started to age..

I'm sorry I never knew.. 

You'd keep scratching the room door even though I'm asleep with mum..

You thought I'm there.. perhaps..

I finally understood now..

You scratch the door, 

Wanting to go in.. 

Upon opening the door, You werely sat there happily.

I was so furious cus u woke me up.. 

repeatedly and i couldn't understand what u meant.

Now I do..

You wanted me to be with you.. 

Like we used to, 

on the mattress, just me and you.

Yoshi !

Yoshinoya 

One of my fav fastfood. At times when I don't know what I should have, be it lunch or dinner..

and I spot Yoshinoya, it'd always be it. 

my love ♥

And some time back, I realise they're finally doing delivery!! like ohmigosh! At long last!!

But only available to certain areas in Singapore!

And look, they have my favourite beef + veg bowl on the advert ! :D ♥

Check out the menu below for more details ! 

delivery menu

Awhile back, I was pretty sick.. and I did blog about it if I didn't remember wrongly.

I had no appetite..but I felt Din Tai Fung would do the job! 

So thus, I had lemongrass juice, their signature appetizer, beef noodles and xiaolongbao! ♥

Got this as a belated birthday gift. 

Really pretty watch (S$179) ♥!

There's this humane society thing on the box so I suppose it was an effort from Ke$ha.. that by buying this watch part of the proceeds would go to them? #justawildguess

I was aiming at another pink Casio watch but later on decided on this because I felt it would suit almost any outfit instead. Besides it'd add some class perhaps. 

Oh! And this watch's really great! It has all date, time, stopwatch, timer and some other timings thing. The only downside is prolly the small digital fonts. They should make it light up at night too.

Got some chocolate cravings recently, though I'd say im not a chocolate fan but I ♥ Awfully Chocolate! 

♥ Champagne Truffles (left) & Chocolate Tiramisu (right)

byinviteonly

http://www.byinviteonly.info/

Came across this shop on Facebook & I thought I have to blog about it !

They have an amazing collection of accessories! 

I swear its unique! 

Here's a few snapshots from their website that I loved.

The Aura Quartz Series

Each piece is unique as nature planned it to be. You may never find 2 very much the same. Each crystal goes through the worst in furnace heat and emerges a beauty in its own right. All crystal clusters are hand-picked and imported directly from Brazil. 

By Invite Only™ only retails such pieces on rare-occasions and at special locations. All other orders are customizations.

For A Special Customization

The process: One-on-one consultations with the designer at a desired location. Choose you rock, discuss your desired look, jewellery piece is then made-to-order just for you.

Types of design: Really depends on what you are looking for. Can be in gold, black, silver or any other types of chains you can think of. Long or short, with or without body pieces? 

Time taken to finish a piece: After consultation, it usually takes about a week to deliver. Urgent requests will be evaluated. If you are keen to import you very own rock from our supplier instead (chose from images), it will take 2 weeks for them to deliver to us and 1 week for production. 

Prices start $450: Prices will depend on size of the crystal cluster, material used in creating the metallic effect and complexity of the design. Urgent orders have additional charges.

What is an Aura Quartz Crystal?

Aura Quartz are Quartz crystals that have gone through a special treatment process. Its surface is coated with precious metals like pure Gold, Titanium, Niobium, Silver, Copper, Platinium or Cobalt. This process involves heating the quartz crystal to extremely high temperatures (800 - 900 degrees Celsius) then adding the purified metal in a vacuum. This causes the metal to permanently bond with the Quartz surface at a molecular level. Despite a thin coating of about 1 micron, it cannot be rubbed or scratched off.

Only the best quality quartz are used to create Aura Crystals as any inferior Quartz crystals will break during the heating and bonding process. High quality Quartz together with expensive metals often make such Aura Quartz Crystals more premium and precious compared to its counterparts. As the metals are naturally bonded, instead of using a dye, the metaphysical properties are enhanced rather than destroyed

The Gentleman's Tusk Necklace - S$65

Smart and sleek with Rhodium plated chain and findings, this tusk is for every gentleman or city dweller who wants to add a little animal virility into his or her outfit. 

Black tusk is made from goldstone, white is made from white agate.

Measurements:

Total Length of chain is approx 70cm long.

Tusk pendant is 2cm wide and 5 cm long.

How amazing is this ^ .. I'd love to keep an owl.. perhaps I watched too much Harry Potter. Haha!

I really like these 2 bracelets but .. I suppose it'd be too big to fit my wrist. Especially the one on the left. 

shopkaleidoscopeeyes

http://www.shopkaleidoscopeeyes.com/

Pretty collection of shorts & they ship worldwide..

I'm aiming to get this:

The price may be a little steep but its seriously pretty !!

I cant resist this thing and I'm so gonna get it for CNY! 

I hope I can save up enough.. 

Ironically

I'm not sure, if anyone faces the same situation as me.. probably many others too.

That feeling.. that moment when you see a pretty girl on the street,

be it photos or reality..

sub-consciously you'd be wishing you look as gorgeous as her, as perfect as her.

came across this video in my FB newsfeed.

I stunned in front of my com after watching the video. 

Like Oh My Gosh..!

The before and after make up.. 

How she could use it to perfection.. what a pro.

search for [Get it beauty SELF] on youtube.

I believe almost every single man or woman, wants to look good.

No one'd be willing to be that ugly duckling. 

But sometimes some stuff aint in our control. 

Like the saying goes: there's no ugly woman in this world, only lazy women.

But still, 

I hate how judgemental people can turn out to be.. 

when they know nothing .. when they don't know you at all ..

and they start judging you.

Sometimes I'd really wish I could yell it out straight in their face,

I'm not what you think I am.. I just can't fking gain weight like others do.

So stop freaking judge or gossip about me like you know a whole lot about me.

I know many have advised me,

to ignore how others look at me, what others say about me..

I tried but to no avail.

I'm human and I have feelings.

I'm neither deaf nor blind. 

When you see something, How do you pretend you didn't ?

When you hear something, how do you turn back time and pretend you didn't ?

Especially when it hurts. 

I'm learning to accept myself for who I am, 

wanting to become a better me.

It's hard, but perhaps somehow I'll get there.. no one's perfect.

I want to learn how to use make up though.. 

when I get a chance.

princessinames

Link here: shopprincessinamess

Felt like I should really blog about this shop I found on FB, really!

(♥~♥) it.

They have lotsa cool stuff !

And I mean really cool stuffs, apparels, accessories etc.

Oh Me Gosh ♥ !  

Cosmic accessories
Ring: $13.90 | Necklace: $18.90 | Bracelet: $18.90 

my fav ♥

Barcode temp tattoo - $8.90 (Comes in set of 3)

Tumblr bracelets $18.90/1 $36.50/2

prettaye ♥; but I think I can DIY them. 

Just a little sneak peek. click on the link & discover more! ♥

They have pretty galaxy apparels & lotsa other stuffs.

Punk, Funk, Sweet, Style. 

Name it, you'll find it. LOL.

Authentic Toms too~ ♥

*note: this post is not an advertorial. just blogging bcus I really like what they have in there. ѷ

生病了。

还没好。

First it was sore throat, to the point I lost my voice.

I spammed strepsils, 凉茶 & 枇杷膏 and got well in like 2 days..

But woke up to find myself with a terrible cold & fever.

Used up tons of tissues,

bin filled with 'em. 

(I have 2 bins in my room btw)

Finally got better after several days, 

but now its cough that's torturing me..

phlegm.. stuck in my throat.

ughhs.. 

I'd cough so bad, 

to the point i would vomit but vomit nothing out. 

or sound as if I was having an asthma attack.

This feeling really sucks.

This whole sick process i meant, is a torture.

天啊！好辛苦！

when will I recover?

My birthday in a matter of days..

Cross my fingers & hopefully I will recover by then.

Actually...

I've been eyeing on the new apple macbook pro w retina display.. 13"..

cus mine's an older version and i can't windows mode with it.

It gets really hot,

like I can cook with it when i only switch it on for a short while,

let's say 10 mins.

 amounts up to approx S$3884 aft educational discount.

Oh oh ..

not sure but,

am I addicted to online shopping..?

or perhaps this is just a girl's thing.

when you see pretty bags and clothes,

it seems like you can never get enough. 

But well, for me its more of 

hair accessories, bags & clothes.

still no news from my Uyii for my customised bag.

been months alr. 

Been ordering others bag I see elsewhere in the meanwhile as a result.

http://www.wardrobemess.com/

Just saw this bag!
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Hee! Prefers the brown one, but not sure if i should get it. 

looks unique. 

hmmmmmm~

Gonna meet up with Joy, Wanru etc later.

Happy!