活着要有某种意义，不然活着也是白活，对吧？
刚刚，因为一些事，我突然质疑自己…为什么活在这世上？我只不过是个负担。再次受到了打击，对我的父母而言，我的生命，原来如此不堪一击。
I've always thought parents would do whatever they could for their child. Be it protect them or giving all they could. And the first thing they would do, is get their kids insurance.. In any case something happens.
其实，我不在乎自己有没有受保。可是，听到了他们的谈话，我没有办法不质疑自己活着还有任何意义。
我的一切似乎都不重要。妈妈宁愿借姐姐钱买新车，也不愿让我继续读大学。当初，她说：我没钱。可是，后来却有钱借姐姐买新车。
爸爸说，是他们俩老先走，不是我。而且保单因为我有心脏疾病，所以不包括重病，只包括死亡和终生残废，所以不划算… 也认为我还年轻没能力还。
可他们没想过，世事没绝对。原来我在他们眼里这么不堪一击。连那么一点爱都没有。
Now do I only realise how blessed others are. The every little actions the other parents does for the child.. Is something I could only dream of.
Update:
现在的我，好多了。
Thought it through. It's pointless to get that insurance too.. under my circumstances.
Had a talk with mummy and I feel better..
Watched Frozen and it was an awesome movie!
Got addicted to the soundtrack "let it go" !
The korean version is nice too!
Can't wait for tomorrow to come!
Spotted pretty clothes, dresses rather on Fox-Out.. ^w^
Pretty dresses right !? Oh, and a late update of me below.
Dyed my hair not long ago and am loving it. ♥
现在的我，好多了。
Thought it through. It's pointless to get that insurance too.. under my circumstances.
Had a talk with mummy and I feel better..
Watched Frozen and it was an awesome movie!
Got addicted to the soundtrack "let it go" !
The korean version is nice too!
Can't wait for tomorrow to come!
Spotted pretty clothes, dresses rather on Fox-Out.. ^w^
Pretty dresses right !? Oh, and a late update of me below.
Dyed my hair not long ago and am loving it. ♥
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