when you are alone.. when you have no one who could understand the pain you are going through..

I sought to soothe my soul through emo songs.. like..

I still could not let go.. she whom is someone so close to me.. in terms of blood and kinship..

为什么，一次又一次的伤害我？

I lost count of how many times you stabbed me from behind.. 

I'm drained and tired of life, of living.. 

Yearning to drown my sorrows and numb my pain with alcohol.. december.. i cant wait.