I'm trying.. but its hard to let go.. to put it behind me..
妈妈我好想你。真的好想你。
你的一切。
Spending my last few days of the long weekend with bae.. before he book in for his bmt. :<
^ enjoying my milk bath :D
我不知道该怎么放下。
有时候，开始觉得，我们不适合。或者说，this is not what I want.
有一点，我不能接受.. being yelled at.. 那是一个很奇怪的感觉，我无法解释。 most of the times i feel.. why was I being yelled at.. I was just asking nicely..
I know its not reasonable to ask for 'princess' treatment.. but all I ask for is at least be treated nicely.. 当无缘无故被大声喊的时候，我总会问自己，付出的一切，值得吗？那种心痛，受伤的感觉， I don't want to feel it anymore.. when there's a once or twice, its bound to happen .. again and again..
I can't feel if my effort paid out.. doesn't seem so.. 因为我不爱说出口，most of the times.. I get wronged or misunderstood..
How should I put it.. its like.. I don't feel respected at all.. 我到底算什么。
还是，我只看到了自己？
