:o looks goooood omgggg.. OwO

Its gonna be 4pm soon but my new sealy bed i bought from Harvey Norman is not here yet.

It's really soft and comfy. I was told it's used in 4 Seasons Hotel.. :O

Can't wait for the day I get to lie on it. 

Wuuuuuwahhhh.. doubt I will get up from bed.

 HAHAHAHA!

-updates about me-

This restaurant sells Sichuan Cuisine. Located at East Village, Simpang Bedok. Awesome food there.

Just dont order the vegetables.. kinda ex.. But then again everything is so large in portion ♥

My favourite there.. $19 for such a big bowl of fish soup. YUMMY!

Got this Waka Waka bag thats real deep and big in size. $18. PRETTTYYY ♥!

So, my sis ever told me.. girls shouldnt leave house without lipgloss/lipstick.

I've always thought I dont suit them.. somewhat it looks weird on me.. and i hated the fact that when you eat, or maybe its just me.. whatever you applied is just gone.. and you have to do it again. not to mention, its like eating what you applied on your lips as well.

But, I tried the ones I bought and its real pretty!

Eye Mask for Dark Eye Circles + Updates

sleepless nights.. my dark eye circles is so bad im practically a panda now.. been using this:

Kinda a miracle.. I have used 1 box now and stocked up on this.. cause it actually improves my dark eye circles!

They are not so dark now.. hopefully with perseverance and persistance I can get rid of my dark eye circles.. I prefer the Chamomile one because it helps you sleep. But I will try lavender when I get my hands on them.. just ordered another 4 boxes.. hehe..

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So some updates on me.. been 1 week since then.. missing those  times.. sigh.. back to reality and work..btw if you see the photos below.. my dark eye circles improved alot okay! 

^ featuring bwibwi and my favourite drink: Katira. 

Aftermath

It's been awhile since I last blogged. 

If you are wondering why.. There is too much on my plate for me to handle. 

My house is in the midst of a new makeover. 

As much as I yearn for the new transformation, a better life ahead of me..

Part of me cant let go.. and that feeling is so strong. Cause I feel like I cant grasp on anything.. Those memories of her.. It is all I ask for..

So a few days back I accompanied my boyfie to the hospital to visit his grandma. 

I was reluctant because I didn't want memories of her in pain flooding back in my mind. I face it everyday but I am still not okay yet to visit the hospital. I went, cause I knew he wanted me to. I almost broke down as I excused myself from the ward. Those images flooded my mind.. I was in pain.. but distracted myself with my mobile. 

I took while waiting for boyfie and his family to be done with visiting. 

Yes, that is how bad of a shape I am in now.

The little weight I tried so hard to put on.. all gone..

I lost my appetite.. ever since shes gone.

Everything's so different now.. 

I know I need to get away.. to relax my mind.. 

I had my hair dyed and steambond.. at Mine's Salon in Far East Plaza. 

considered cheap for waist long hair like mine.. not to mention thick.

It is supposed to be purple but its not obvious in this photo.

 I like how it looks like on me in real though. I think i suit dark colours.

So yesterday I went to the convenience store near my house to grab a drink.

This lady questioned why I so skinny. I told her the truth, but she didn't believe me.

Then don't ask. 

Which person in the right mind would want to be this skinny. 

I was so annoyed cause she was holding on to my cash, not giving my my change for a minute.

Yes, I know its only few minutes but i was in a rush and every minute spent with this kind of person is a waste. She kept on ranting on how I should eat more so I can gain weight cause I'm born pretty.

Thanks for the compliment but if I could gain weight purely by eating I won't be in this shape now. I have been this skinny ever since I was young. My weight stays but I grew tall, during puberty.. which resulted in my current appearance. 

Am thinking of getting the necklace im wearing blessed by a priest or something. So i could replace it with the amulet im wearing right now.

Got myself a MSI laptop, was hard deciding between Razer and MSI. 

Alienware was out cause it was too heavy. 

Love it. Totally. 

Would just be perfect if it could be a little smaller, say 14" and lighter. 2kg+ but feels so heavy.

okay.. so the little memories I thought I should blog.

Bringing MooMoo and MiMi for their wash (again).

Loving how my mobile looks like now with the dreamcatcher. 

Handsome bby before his haircut :p 

 Apple Soju LOVEEEEE!

Last but not least, taken yesterday.  

Bought the hairband or headband on sale few days ago. Its gorgeous.