Tuesday, 27 January 2015

dream room.


Hmm.. If there's really a something I want, 
A wish I hope would be fulfilled..

This is it.

I really really want a room like hers.. :(


I love her room 10/10. 
Princess-y, sweet yet simple, neat and organised!
Perfect, maybe 11/10 if I have it with my moomoos on the bed. xD!

Oh, and no dolls. gosh!

Tuesday, 20 January 2015

Axent Wear



omo omo omo! look what I found!
Freaking cool 'cat ears' headphone! 

The 'ears' are actually speakers!

Fund their project ~ $150 usd for 1 headphone (colour of your choice)

Of course, the $2K and $10k usd are limited edition custom painted ones. FREAKING COOL!
But, i can only ogle at it. :<



*picture credits to original owners above.

Thursday, 15 January 2015

Life Goals


So, I suddenly realise I never had any life goals.. well.. just stuff I'd really hope to be able to fulfill. 


- visit a strawberry farm & pick some.
- visit Korea, Japan & Paris. 
- Have a twin. (i know this is impossible already. just saying)
- own own house and car
- rear a kitten and puppy together.


Thats it so far. Pretty simple, nothing to far-fetched. 


And a photo of GD.. cause hes almost perfect

Tuesday, 13 January 2015

Family // Happy Family



I have been watching Roommate.. Since Season 1.. 
And I thought this part is real touching I should share.
Of cause, I teared.

Many things are beyond our control.
Sometimes, it is not that we didn't work hard enough or try hard enough..
perhaps, it is just not the right time.. or you are not fated with.

Like many others, I yearn for a happy family. 
I know I should be glad that my family is still here and alive at present..
But I'm only human.. and, there's a difference between family, and happy family.

All I want is a simple life, an average life.
But things seem so bleak for me. 

I just got to try harder.
It ain't easy.. But I can't give up..
Until I work out a path. 

Saturday, 3 January 2015

let it go..



Let it go, let it go
Can't hold it back anymore
Let it go, Let it go
Turn my back and slam the door

The snow glows white on the mountain tonight
Not a footprint to be seen
A kingdom of isolation, and it looks like I'm the queen
The wind is howling like this swirling storm inside
Couldn't keep it in
Heaven knows I tried

Don't let them in, don't let them see
Be the good girl you always had to be
Conceal, don't feel, don't let them know
Well now they know

Let it go, let it go
Can't hold it back anymore
Let it go, let it go
Turn my back and slam the door
And here I stand
And here I'll stay
Let it go, let it go
The cold never bothered me anyway

It's funny how some distance makes everything seem small
And the fears that once controlled me can't get to me at all
Up here in the cold thin air I finally can breathe
I know I left a life behind but I'm too relieved to grieve

Let it go, Let it go
Can't hold it back anymore
Let it go, Let it go,
Turn my back and slam the door
And here I stand
And here I'll stay
Let it go, let it go
The cold never bothered me anyway

Standing - frozen in the life I've chosen
You won't find me, the past is so behind me
Buried in the snow

Let it go, let it go
Can't hold it back anymore
Let it go, let it go,
Turn my back and slam the door
And here I stand
And here I'll stay
Let it go, let it go
The cold never bothered me anyway...
(let the music go on)
let it go, let it go
Let it go, let it go





Credits: MetroLyrics 


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highlighted in bold the parts I felt related to me..

maybe.. I'll just have to find that mountain, that castle.. 
isolate from the rest.
too much's going on I doubt 2015's going to be any better.
Nothing is going smooth until now.