when you are alone.. when you have no one who could understand the pain you are going through..

I sought to soothe my soul through emo songs.. like..

I still could not let go.. she whom is someone so close to me.. in terms of blood and kinship..

为什么，一次又一次的伤害我？

I lost count of how many times you stabbed me from behind.. 

I'm drained and tired of life, of living.. 

Yearning to drown my sorrows and numb my pain with alcohol.. december.. i cant wait.

I saw something I want.. on taobao...

WUWAAAAAAA.. DID YOU SEE THAT?!

Hello Kitty Phone!!!!!! 

Priced at ￥68 .. excluding dosmestic shipping.

Even if you include domestic shipping.. its approx sgd 20 for first shipping only! 

If only theres a melody one or little twin stars.. 

If you are thinking of drinking starbucks, why not have a try at these secret menu. 

P.S. Please show them the recipe if they do not know how to make.

http://starbuckssecretmenu.net/

Now that I've started working do I only realise that studying is better. 

Ahhh.. miss those times. :(

So tiring.. /_\ 

But, birthday's coming and I have no plans .. no idea what to do.. 

want to have it simple but no ideas..

Anyways, Can't help but share this loot from taobao.. so pretty lo!!

Click Here if you are interested :)

Hehehehe.. I dont need birthday cakes, I want this ^ instead. :(

Sometimes, I really wish I'm normal.. 

Who don't, right?

Every girl out there wishes they have that slim figure.. ahhhh...

But, you know.. those who are fat can slim down and look great.. They have that chance, its just up to them if they want to or not, if they are determined enough. 

But for me... It's not possible.. Due to childhood past, My bones are small and its not possible for me to "look" slim.. cus the bones cant hold that FLABBY flesh.. its gonna look flabby and fat instead. :( ... There goes my dream of wearing pretty sexy clothes.. depressed..

Sometimes, I can't help but wonder.. Why must all these happen on me?

So drained and tired.. of family problems .. of life..

First of all, really sorry for the lack of updates. 

Been busy with work and stuff theres really little time to rest or sleep!

 Here's a recent photo of me. Before I fell real sick. :( 

Been having High Fever of 39.3 ~ 39.6 for 3 nights already. Hopefully not gonna be a 4th. sigh.

Coughing my lungs out as well. Got quite a bit of phlegm stuck at my throat I cant seem to get them out! Annoying much!

Anyways, been to Fullerton's ballroom for my mom side, cousin daughter's wedding. 

Got to seat at the front table with this real pretty deco on it. 

I totally fell in love with it and wishes i could take that bird cage center piece home. The roses were air flown and have very nice smell, unlike those you get in Singapore. 

Okay, spare the words and look at their menu. YUMMYLICIOUS LUH! 

Especially the dessert !! 

And im so glad we dont have to take our own food from the mid of the table like some other weddings. Gets really awkward if you are sitting with people you dont really know.. It was served to us by a waitress but kinda slow since she has to prep it nicely into plates before serving.

Just wanna share this beautiful wedding gown I spotted on sale on taobao.. 

I THOUGHT GOWNS WERE EXPENSIVE! This aint as expensive as I thought it should.

GORGEOUS RIGHT !? *-*

Lastly, hope everything's gonna turn out alright for me since it's gonna be my birthday soon. :( 

Seriously doubt so cause im afraid i have some kind of throat infection or something. If not I cant explain why I'm having continuous night high fever. Argh. And I did google search, 39 degrees fever will actually do perm damage to your brain. CRY! I dont need to be any stupid-er.

P.S. I dont know why I bought a Gucci Wallet from Reebonz but wont bear to use it. T^T Silly me.